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ยק๔คƚє: I feel like every year I come back at least once to look at all the things I did on this site. My blingees, my interactions with other people, the things I would put under all my descriptions, comments,etc. I was so young and naïve. 

A lot of stuff looking back makes my cringe,  especially when I typed LiKe ThIs BeCaUsE i ThOuGhT iT wAs SoO cOoL. Geez, that was exhausting to type. 

I started on this site back when Myspace was still a thing. When I was around 11 or 12. I grew up on this site until I was around 15. What was I even doing? Those were some of the darkest years of my life where I struggled with fitting in and acceptance from others. I was immature, sad, lonely, obsessive, annoying, and trying to discover who I was. But I was still a child. Children usually aren't very mature at 13, at least in my case. 

Looking back, I see a girl who just wanted to desperately make and keep so many friends so she could feel loved, accepted, and appreciated. Now that I'm older, I've learned that i shouldn't depend on others to feel that. I wish someone had told that I needed to love myself first to be happy. I really did not like who I was. I'm still learning to love myself,  and trust me it's not easy. But I can say that I definitely like myself more then when I did then. No child should ever feel like they need other's acceptance and love in order to feel like they mean something in this world. I've matured so much these last 10 years. I documented my middle school years on this site and it's crazy to see where my mind was at during those times. I'm glad that I did. 

This page hold so many fond and happy memories, but also many sad ones.  I made friends, mistakes, bonds, and regrets, but I have learned from each one. I didn't know what I was doing back then, but now I know why. I wanted to fit in so badly because I didnt have my own identity. It's been a long journey of self-discovery. I still don't know who I am entirely, but I am closer to it then I was back then. Maturity comes through experience and age, and that is something I've learned that I would have never thought of back then.

I imagine that many people's stories on here are similar to mine. You are not alone. I know that's cheesy, but trust me there is always someone there to listen. If you feel like you dont have someone like that that in your life, I can be that person for you ♡. I know it's hard, and very scary to express your emotions to others because you feel like no one will ever ur understand or because they might judge you. I know what it's like, and I wish everyone had that person in their life where they felt comfortable enough to pour their hearts out without fear of rejection, judgement, or ridicule. It's hard, I know. But if you never try, you'll never heal. 

I'll leave my socials below, if you ever feel like you need someone to talk to or just chat, I'll be there.


name: les
birthday: nov. 4, age XXI
mood: yee yee 

.♛cersei is my queen♛. 

my favs:
Game of Thrones
Demi Lovato
Billie Eilish
Panic! at the Disco
Pretty Little Liars
Melanie Martinez
Heathers
Queen
Harry Potter
Fall Out Boy
American Horror Story

Socials:
TWITTER-xxPanacea
INSTA-lexsielaa

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BassenMin dice:

hace 316 días
hello my friend
if you have to time and feel like it
i would like to invite you to my challenge
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Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 572 días
My snapchat is allisonwinter16 and my instagram is allisonwinter18 add me if you want! :)
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Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 572 días
I went to the greek islands! :D cant believe it was a year ago already lol it was so beautiful i miss it. How was your finals? I have 2 weeks left. Im just going to a technical college and i just started school again in January but it would have been my junior year but im not a full time student, im just taking classes whenever at a slow pace, so idk how long until im done. you? what are you studying?
Miiley-Cyrus-

Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 619 días
Greece was fucking amazing!! :D Life is good. In college, working at McDonald's haha. How are you? What's new? 
Miiley-Cyrus-

Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 892 días
Life is good,  in Greece rn, kind of why I wrote everyone, the different culture reminds me of my friends around the world and it's weird I'm closer to them now than ever but not talking. You still talk to anyone from here?  I lost touch with everyone slowly over the years even Hayley in 2016) :
Miiley-Cyrus-

Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 896 días
I've been good!! Surprised to be actually getting replies to my comments from friends after so many years haha how are you? (:
Miiley-Cyrus-

Miiley-Cyrus- dice:

hace 901 días
I miss you Leslie
Im-Yoursღ

Im-Yoursღ dice:

hace 942 días
ill come here to read comments for you and Danae but i dont think i will ever talk to like Ness Daisy or Tyla again and its sad because once we all said we couldnt be without eachother

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